Annoyed...

Ok so I've just been totally annoyed for like the past two days. It all started with work yesterday. First off I had to work on Labor day...who wants to work a holiday weekend? Then they had to let three nurses go home because our census was low, we had no patients. No one wants to be in the hospital on Labor day, not even sick people. Of course I wasn't even considered, why you ask? Because I have been there for a year but not as part of this unit. I started on the unit that combined with another unit to make the current unit that now exists and they treat me like I have no seniority. Even with the older nurses who have only been there for like 4 weeks. Annoying!! So I had to take over everyone else's patients and finish the work that they didn't do.

Then I came home to watch Bachelor Pad, which I love, but they sent the wrong couple home! Kovacs and Elizabeth are a much bigger threat than Peyton and Jesse. I love Kovacs, but Elizabeth is crazy and gets on my nerves and I don't know why Kovacs is even with her. I also love Peyton and Jesse, but Jesse is just weird and gross sometimes. But I think Peyton and Jesse should have had a little bit longer to try and stay in the game. Elizabeth and Kovacs have a stronger relationship than the others because they have been together the longest, but I really hope that it doesn't allow them to win. I would really love it if Tenley and Kiptyn win and I hope they stay a couple. They are just too cute together.

And well today I've been annoyed too. So today I was supposed to work, but I got a phone call at 5 am saying they were going to push me back. That was great because I got to get extra sleep! Score! So I called back around 8 am to ask when I may need to come in. She said she was going to push me back until 11, and to call her at 11 if I hadn't heard from her. Well that gave me 3 hours. I couldn't really go anywhere or do very much just in case I had to go in, I mean she could have called at any moment, so that wasn't very good. 11:00 rolls around and nada, no phone calls. So I call her back hoping to hear ok you don't have to come in today, but NO! Instead she says she is pushing me back until 1:00!! REALLY?! I'm supposed to just spend the day waiting around to know if I have to go to work or not! So not ok with me! Again I can't really go anywhere or do anything! Finally 1:00 arrives and she called to say that I was off and didn't have to come in. Well thanks so much for letting me have a day off to be productive!

Once it was determined with 100% certainty that I didn't have to work I got productive. I cleaned my patio, and my bathroom. I read some of my book (I'm reading Baby Proof, and I LOVE it so far!) , got my car washed and signed up for a 5K for Saturday morning. Then I went and ran this evening and I think all my frustration helped my run. I ran 3 miles in 29 minutes! It's a new record for me. Now that actually happening again is probably very slim, but I can hope. But I should be working on distance first, and then work on my speed/time later.

I'm hoping that tomorrow I'll wake up in a better mood with no complaints and not be annoyed. I think I've just been in a funk for a few days and I need to snap out of it!

Love ya,

Maggie